Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Dead Dawl's LiveJournal:

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Monday, July 19th, 2004
1:41 pm	( Can your pussy do the dog? ) Current Mood: awake Current Music: horrorpops-dotted with hearts
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Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
10:15 am	Which Bettie Are You? by antisocialoser Username You Are This Bettie Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! Current Mood: blah
3 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
7:28 pm	man am i mad. i missed the simpsons with john waters on it AGAIN. stupid sleep. ( i love this song ) Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: conflict-the serenade is dead
4 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Thursday, April 29th, 2004
10:24 am	LOOK NOW hahahhaha http://www.rathergood.com/moon_song/
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Friday, April 2nd, 2004
3:09 pm	Thank You, Dr. Hoess These plastic faces stark blank thoughts bouncing from one eyeball to the other looking out to see in. show me show me show me— I am the universal You. doctors molding faces, bodies molding underneath the plastic souls molding underneath. -break it- cut and paste the world together, paint by number, Aryan stencils and Adolph dreams -exterminate exterminate- the broken ones, broken hearts burned up in the oven shovel them in, grey souls rise to the sky. on another note: previously, starbucks could have gotten raped. but, since there's one in my school bookstore, i decided to submit to evil and get a spiced chai tea. oh. my. god. it was sex in a cup. i now secretly drive there in black and dart through the line unseen.
2 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
1:45 pm	roller skating the air was glittering round and round picasso faces swirling down a drain like there was something down there other than death. she giggled and grabbed his hand tighter. a joke, she thought. death has to be a joke "Surprise!" they'd shout with moaney-groaney voices through absent black teeth and no tongues; moldy muscle shards, zombie eyes. Our bodies die but our souls live on forever, right? she kissed his flesh, her ba-boom ba-boom mixing with his lub-dub lub-dub trying to cheat The End
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Monday, February 16th, 2004
8:12 pm	funniest. thing. ever. today = me + Bobby Trendy. yeah. i'll bask in your jealousy. real update when i get home. Current Mood: exhausted
4 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Sunday, February 8th, 2004
4:51 pm	quiz. The Sudden Departure Random Brutal Love Master (RBLMf) Sweet. Dear. Loving. At Gate 18. Final call. You are The Sudden Departure. You've been in a lot of serious relationships. More than a few have ended ugly. Uglily. Whatever. Our guess is that you're a really fantastic girl who doesn't really know what she wants, and you've broken a few hearts as a result. You fall for people easily, and you enjoy the feeling of falling in love, but once you're there, either boredom or the old "grass is greener" syndrome sets in. The mind wanders, and with it goes the flesh. And then the toiletries. Deliberate Gentle Sex Dreamer We know you're not the classic "love 'em and leave 'em" type, at least not in a purely sexual sense. You have too many serious bonding tendencies for that. But even though you're theoretically looking to settle down, you don't settle long on one person. "Serial monogamist" is probably something you hear a lot. "Emotionally loose" is another way to put it. To the poor guys eating your dust and sniffing your panties, it doesn't really make much difference. Of course, it's not really your fault that people get hurt. You have every right to move on when you choose. ALWAYS AVOID: The Backrubber, The Gentleman CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail, someone just like you Your exact opposite: The Intern http://devel.okcupid.com/personality?type=RBLM&g=2&o=1 Current Mood: cold Current Music: london after midnight
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Thursday, December 4th, 2003
2:53 pm	a wormless chick waiting for guts and blood; something real to taste even if it is innards- it fills the hungry void.
1 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Monday, November 24th, 2003
8:17 pm	fuck you for making me smear my makeup Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: shut the fuck up (fuck you mix)
1 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Thursday, November 13th, 2003
4:15 pm	YOU ARE ETHER! Well, well... you are the mysterious Fifth Element! The Fifth Element, Ether, is used or conjured in many ancient religions or magics, but is not something found on this plane. Those that have been able to make the ascension to the Ether are truly evolved people, possessed with heightened senses of intelligence, perception, and empathy that others simply don't have. Everyday possessions aren't of much interest - you are beyond that. You tend to gravitate to open spaces, changing environments, and won't saddle yourself with one style or decision. Indeed, just one type of career isn't of interest to you either, as your need to constantly continue evolving and growing won't allow you to settle down. Sadly, this need may also impact your social life as well. You tend to have few friends as not many people understand you, and fewer relationships because you simply outgrow them. Don't be discouraged by this, though. You are truly one of the unique, for very few people have been able to achieve this type of enlightenment. Be proud and use your knowledge and experiences to teach and help others as much as you can. Which of the 5 Prime Elements are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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Sunday, September 14th, 2003
10:07 pm	my knees are still boneless after hitting the ground that day i was in a carousel spinning like it had somewhere to go it was nervously enjoyable with shifty eyes and half-cocked grins. suddenly all the old, bulbous lights flickered out. the spinning got faster and i really wanted to escape into a mother's loving arms but my horse got spooked and bucked me off. my knees hit the seedy carousel floor and my brain turned static. chaos began and ended in a matter of thoughts. all i could feel was my wet face in rubble.
1 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003
10:41 pm	a photograph, a memoir, sitting in the secrets of my brain. i blow the dust off to reveal an empty frame he kissed my cheek and said "nothing will ever be the same." i looked into the light and was pushed out again its hand on my hip- a shadow of fate, turns static. illusion of two rips iron stitches pick The Scab to make it bleed again.
2 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Sunday, August 24th, 2003
5:51 am	lost sometimes, out of the corner of my eye, i'll see his shape. he's walking into the shadows, the same stride he used walking away from me. hope gone stale innocence long expired, and into the tangles of dark he'll never escape. my head snaps around, blink, he disappears fading into the black- becoming it. i'll live my life seeing him out of the corner of my eye. Current Mood: indescribable
5 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Sunday, August 17th, 2003
2:07 am	You are an Amethyst. You are quiet and tend to be shy. You don't like attention to be pointed towards you, yet your beauty and uniqueness draw people to you. What Jewel Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
1 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Friday, August 1st, 2003
1:13 am	sex sex sex Your Sex Sign is Aries! You're fiery, independent, and the best anyone's ever had. You're so hot that you drive everyone wild with sexual frustration. You're a total star when you're on top, but you also need to be impressed in bed. Aries, you are headstrong, spolied, fiery in temperment, and fiercely independent. You always want to be the best anyone's ever had, and you'll spend all night convincing your lover that you are. Don't worry - you usually are the best anyone has ever had. When you get down, you don't leave out anything. Sexually, you're a leader and very sure of yourself. One of your favorite positions is being on top, where you can move freely - while letting your lover observe you orgasm. Sex with you is always exciting. You start with teasing, playful seduction - that always drives your lovers wild with frustration. You always deliver though! You love being over powered, and you respond to a strong sexual appetite with equal fervor. The confident lover who can give you breathtaking, powerful sex will have you eating out of his or her hand. What's *Your* Sex Sign? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva hmm...pretty dead on. strange. i don't feel well. gonna lay down for a bit. Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: something dumb on tv
5 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Friday, June 13th, 2003
2:34 am	release to all that could have been i bid you farewell what if.. i wonder what.. maybe.. exit stage left you’re no longer needed here the show ran its course your acting expired the encore was heartfucking but you’ll never look into those eyes again and be met with the same soul he’s rotting but you’re not to blame beauty turned to dust blowing away with the wind the pieces scattering never to reunite forever misshapen mortality gained through the loss of perfection he’ll never make it back up to the tower sickening humanity chosen over crystal-clear death so what so what to broken fairy tales i bid farewell no sadness, no regret only clarity to all that could have been. something abstract took me back to a place i used to be, but i never really validated the feelings at the time. now they're real. must....sleeeeeeep... Current Mood: content Current Music: silence
7 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Thursday, June 12th, 2003
10:38 pm	ART/TEMPERANCE "the creator, the alchemist" You achieve balance and integration through the creative process or by working with the hands; you have a deep love for your creative expression which is inspired by your great perception and emotional insights. You love truth and beauty for their own sakes. You have the ability to balance and blend masculine and feminine, yin and yang, reception and assertion. Remember that the highest art form is that of artful relationships. ***which major arcana of the thoth tarot deck are you? short; with pictures and detailed results*** brought to you by Quizilla
1 have destroyed the inside| Disassociate
Friday, June 6th, 2003
1:40 am	stolen from violetsrblack So accurate it's creepy. Your Brain Usage Profile Auditory : 50% Visual : 50% Left : 36% Right : 63% niki, you are moderately right-hemisphere dominant and have even preferences between auditory and visual processing, traits that might make people perceive you as "slightly off balance." You are most likely to be slightly disorganized, a "dreamer" and a person who focuses more on the end result than the immediate task at hand. You are creative and spontaneous if somewhat lacking in direction and focus. You are a learner who is generally patient and a person for whom time is an ally, not an enemy. You are more passionate than most people with regard to life and learning and recognize your own intuitive abilities. You have sufficient goal-direction to satisfy yourself and guarantee success without being or feeling driven. You are willing to be reflective about yourself and others without getting lost in rumination. The balance of your sensory modes allows for both learning and expressive capabilities achieved by few. You are active and "seeing" while retaining an equally strong propensity for being reflective which slows you down a little but allows for a more comprehensive perception and analysis of situations and problems. You do not spend excessive time analyzing since you mostly trust your perceptions. In all likelihood, you have a tendency to overcommit and cannot under- stand why others get upset since you operate on a different "time table" than they do. Your organizational abilities are frequently overwhelmed by the stimulation seeking and active nature of your mind as well as by the tendency to create new categories and gloss over details, making categorization and classification almost impossible at times. To the extent that your career path allows for creativity and abstraction as well as a bit of disorganization, you should find yourself equipped to handle any learning that is required. Your own personal adjustment to your style should come naturally although you are likely to feel frus- trated by your own limited discipline and often wonder "Why?"
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Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
6:33 pm	hahahah http://www.mycathatesyou.com/newlist.asp?CatName=rambo_072802 everyone go there. funniest thing ever. Current Mood: giggly Current Music: silence.
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